Heyy, back againnn! Uhh idk what to rant abt. Im so freaking relieved to finally have a breather and remember to eat and take care of myself so yay? But uh every so often I get thoughts and urges to do something bad to myself. Obviously I’m not going to go through with them as I don’t really want to die or hurt myself but theyre almost impulsive thoughts and I feel like it’s not me thinking them but something completely seperate from myself. I mean yea ofc I hate myself but I don’t want to die yk? And uh ig family fights don’t really help. But overall life is okayyyy! Ty if you managed to read ALLLLL OF THIS and even if u didn’t: take good care of urself, stay cozy and stay safe lovely peopleee~L ❤️