i’ve been sitting in my bed reading fanfiction and making up scenarios in my head and it makes me feel a little bit crazy , i just don’t really have any friends to talk to anymore. i have people i guess but they all have their own best friends and i know im not one of them so i eventually just drift apart from them , sometimes we just never speak again even if i say hi to them or if we have mutual friends. people are odd but i am too so i cant judge i think