Rant #29309

i don’t even feel like me. like i have interests and hobbies and things ABOUT me but i always feel like im just faking and that i need to change everything about myself. i’m too focused on becoming an aesthetic version of myself that i just want to become someone else. sometimes my name doesn’t even feel like mine. i used to go by so many different names just to feel like me. i know i am me and im proud of me but it still doesn’t feel like me.