My problems feel so small compared to everybody else. I have self image issues, I want to eat less, I’m scared of dissapoijyinh my parents by being bi, and I hit myself out of anger. And my sister makes me live in constant fear because I hate being yelled at, and sometimes I just want to kill myself, like I’ve tried starving, hurting myself, but no matter how I vent somebody will always have it way worse so I feel like im the attention seeker. I’ve lost all interest in everything I enjoy, and im ily doing it to feel validation from others. Life is so hard, I just want to let my mom and dad know that I feel like im at a dead end. I genuinely don’t feel happy, and when I do it doesn’t last, and if my mom found out her sweet little girl was struggling she’d get sad. She’s probably cry. I hate making my mom cry. I love both my parents so much, but making them cry makes me feel guilty.