I just need a reason to live. I just sit in my room all day and scroll on YouTube shorts or scroll through my friends old texts with me and stuff. I want to kill myself. I'm 11F and I probably have some sort of undiagnosed ED because I'm super low on iron and I feel like I'm going to faint every day, plus I definitely have ADD because it's in both sides of my family and I cannot focus unless I'm at school, and I think I may have some sort of anxiety, but ofc just invalidate that stuff because I'm a kid and I don't know what I'm talking about. I have intrusive thoughts about being SA'd and groomed, and I feel like there's something seriously wrong with me. Body dysmorphia... But ofc, that doesn't matter because ofc I'm a child and I don't know what I'm talking about...! I've taken online tests. The social anxiety one was 99. Depression was 72. I took one to see if I had an ED and it suggested I may have ARFID. But ofc, the online tests don't diagnose me, and I don't know what im saying