I have so much to say omg where do I start?? Well uh let me just say after reaching a certain age why does everyone treat me differently? I act silly happy and act like myself still, it’s not my fault that I’m a little older than 12 now. Trust me if it was up to me I wouldn’t be this age I am now. After you turn 18 and 19 things get worse, I used to have depression but not this bad. This life is a literal nightmare I go through stuff I don’t deserve I cried today because I jus want myself back and I also want a boyfriend so bad I’ve been crying I just don’t know what to do I don’t wanna die yet but I can’t live like this I barely smile anymore I wish I was 12 again