I am so tired of being undesired. It’s next to impossible to make friends. I’ve never had a boyfriend. If jobs reach out after I apply, it’s a rejection letter. I don’t fit in even in my own family. I’m always on the outside. I’m 22 years old and I keep telling myself, there’s more time, but what if there isn’t??? Once in my life I just want someone to look at me, really see me, and want more. Just one person. That’s it.