I've recently started university. I'm not a bad student, but... I feel like I'm not very good at group work. It's not so much a matter of being "intelligent," I just find it really hard to talk to others. I don't know if it's me who's wrong, if I'm not interesting enough to keep people around me, or... why do the people around me always seem to prefer someone else over me? They might treat me nicely, laugh with me, and seem to be having a good time, but in the end, there will always be someone who entertains them more. Even though I say I like being alone, part of me longs to have someone that important, to be someone important to others. But I guess I'm too afraid to take the risk and find that someone.
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