I wrote something it's not really a poem it doesn't rhyme but it isn't a song so it's in-between ig. Also credits to the person who wrote thirteen they gave me inspiration. Unwanted thoughts I feel so ashamed I relapse. What is there to say? I plage never again sad its never met. I hope next time I beat these annoying thoughts in my head. Yet, they always come back no matter what I say. I don't want help I want some to give me a hug and lie saying it's okay. It's not okay but I don't care as long as someone is there so I won't be alone with my annoying ass brain. My thoughts come and go without permission or my control. I want control yet I call myself selfless oh what a lie that is. I try my best to be the best I am. Yet no matter how I am these thoughts never go away.