do u like me or not? we have been so close since we were 9 and now we’re 17. i lost contact with basically everyone from primary school and you are the only one i held close. u were the only one i was worried about losing and im glad i never did. ur my best friend and i love you so so so much. i have never said it to u but i really do. idk if its romantic necessarily but all ik is i love you. u mean a hell lot to me. and sometimes i wonder if i mean that much to you. you say things sometimes and i’m like maybe i really do mean that much but other times idk. and i also know if it was ever to become more, ik u are the right person, u have always been. just fuck the mixed signals and just tell me uk?