im really tired of being me. im ugly compared to all my friends. almost all my friends are light skinned skinny pretty with straight/wavy silky hair. or theyre elegant brown girls with straight hair or coils. im a tan asian with frizzy hair that puffs up (no coils) and fat (60-70kgs for a 15 yr old whereas all my friends are 40-50kg) im stupid compared to all my friends. theyre all ambitious ppl with talent. one of em wants to be a lawyer and i dont think shes ever gotten a grade below 80%. one of em wants to be an artist and she has done commissions and was accepted into an art skl. one of em wants to pursue music and was accepted into a music skl overseas. im unlikeable compared to all my friends. one of my friends literally has 5 guys liking her. she can just pick and choose. one of my other friends has dated 3 other guys and complains about how this one guy is so obsessed with her. i have a singular guy friend hu will never like me romantically. i js hate hu i am. -deo