i’m bothered about that discussion on tiktok about how “ambitious” people should cut off their non-ambitious friends. it makes me feel so shitty as someone who was so ambitious and is trying to get back to that but can’t find it again. i’m close to ending it everyday and already losing contact with friends but is it because they think i’m not enough to be friends with? is that why my bsf acts bothered when i tell her i need help? because she has a whole life ahead of her while i have nothing? i did have something and she liked me then and now she doesn’t seem to care. and if i ever get my drive back and find some type of meaning and worth in all of this, will she like me again? idk. i just wish she would ask me if i was ok
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