i think i have an eating disorder in 18 days ive lost 2.1 kg ive been starving myself there are some days where i eat 900 cals which is still not great but some days ill do like 500 but i cant stop idky like almost everyday i go to bed so hungry my stomach hurts and im doin more shit at gym cus im too weak to do anything idk what to do anymore but my bmi is 20 so im still more than avg and my weight is 57th percentile so its still over avg but my height is lower so im not like skinny yet so i feel like it doesnt matter or isnt real until like u can see my ribs or my hip bones-f.g