Hey everyone my bday was yesterday and I just turned 19. I just found out my girl was talking to other guys but they didn’t work out she said so she wants me still but the thing is, I flew out to come see her, from across the country, she was my best friend and has been by my side for over 2 years now. She was my first real connection and I was hers. We both fell in love and she says til this day she loves me with all her heart. I’ve been dealing with my kidney disease and don’t know how much time I got and my insurance can’t cover the bills. I didn’t want her to remeber her last thoughts with me as me being sick so before she left for college I promised her I would see her. I work 70s a week to come see her for a week and the money could’ve been used for the medication but I came to her and I was telling her everything she said she loves but she was talking to someone else but it didn’t work out. It broke me and I cried my heart out because I feel like I don’t matter to her