I met a girl on a lesbian dating app and invited her to my house (ik it was a dumb idea but both my parents were home) and she raped me. I dont know what to do i just feel so dirty and now matter how many times I wash myself I still feel dirty I just want to peel my skin off. I told a close friendgroup about it and they all laughed at me and didnt believe me (keep in mind i am a masc im 5'10 160lb with muscle and she is 4'11) when she raped me i felt helpless and couldn't move or scream or anything like I was glued and everything like was a fever dream I dont know what to do anymore. I just want to curle in a ball and die
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