i have so much on my shoulders. school is taking over my mh. i keep raging out on everyone because i have so much stuff to do. i want my parents to be proud of me. i study so much, i try so hard and fail every time. i feel like a failure. i just want my parents to be happy. and im such a horrible friend. im hurting my best friend, who's an angel every day. whats the point in doing or trying anything if someone is just going to be better?? every time i go to skl i get bullied. they make fun of how i look, mostly because of my crooked teeth and my stupid height. I'M NOT EVEN 5 FT. everyone my age is so tall and gorgeous but im just.. and ugly stupid failure. im really trying my best, i try to finish all my homework, i try to talk with my best friend but i have NO TIME. i want to be happy, but if i be happy i wont study. so whats the point?