to L, i'm sorry you think i'm acting weird. i promise i'm trying. i just dont want to hurt you anymore, and i really can't tell if you'd prefer i'd talk to you or not sometimes. hope you make your peace with this, and that maybe we can start talking again, properly, one day. btw i do notice you arent eating, i know you think i dont, but i do. i really hope you find the help and support you need to feel better again. people in your life love you. and i think i might as well. i hope anyone reading this is also doing okay, and i hope that you can find happiness today <3 ~ ☘︎