I can't do this anymore. I'm tired of my family, I'm tired of not being able to be me, I'm tired of pretending to care, I'm tired of what's going on in the world, I'm tired of being hated by strangers, I'm tired of being in danger for existing, I'm tired of not being enough, I'm tired of not being able to get off my lazy ass, I'm tired of not moving forward when everyone else is, I'm tired of blaming my brain, I'm tired of... everything. It's all my fault, isn't it? I don't know why I'm on here, I don't know why I think random people relating or replying will help. I just want to do it all ready, I need to stop hesitating. I don't have a rope, but I have a bath tub, or the lake if I really don't want to be found. I'm afraid of deep water though, so maybe I'll just use a belt. Or maybe I can find a rope. Or a bridge. Or a cliff. Something, anything. I'll have to text everyone, tell them they'll never see me again and that I love them. It's best for everyone Hopefully, goodbye