wonder where and who my love. I wonder if you are a man or woman and I wonder why are you taking so long to come in my life. I really need you right now. Because it feels like things are getting hard. I’m genuinely trying to get on with life trying to make it better but it’s not working. And the good parts don’t even matter because the bad outweighs it all. I’m so fucking detached but I also deeply want connections but I think I have commitment issues. I just don’t want to exist sometimes. Hate that I was brought here without my consent