Hello, everyone! I'm grateful to have found a website where I can express my feelings. I just want to share how I've been feeling lately. Sometimes, I feel like I don't want to live anymore, but I can't bear leaving my loved ones behind. My problems have been slowly draining me. My parents were separated for two to three years before getting back together. I went through a lot in sixth grade, and although my relationship with my mom was okay during their separation, it started going downhill after they reunited. I'm also struggling with school and money. My mom thinks my allowance is enough, so she cuts it whenever she thinks I have extra. However, I have to pay for school expenses and an online learning platform, making it hard to afford everything. Lately, I've barely been eating, and I don't even feel hungry anymore. I don't know if I'm being selfish. I just want to express my feelings through writing instead of keeping everything bottled up.