I feel so alone right now. I feel like every minute there is some impending doom growing closer to me. But I keep smiling and laughing with people when they are around me. That is destroying my mental health. I wish I could just hug someone and let it all out without them telling me how bad it actually is. I want someone to just be there for me and to make SURE that I’m ok. Like if I said “I’m fine” and instead of saying “k” and moving on, they say “no you’re not” because they actually notice. I js want comfort from anything rn. I feel as if I have nobody.
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