I’m dying foe any mum really love me like I don’t even know if she’s toxic honestly I feel ungrateful bc there are people who don't have any parents I mean my dads better.I mean my mum has a lot of stress and I don’t make it any better so Ig I deserve it, but I’m so confused because I always forget stuff and how felt when someone does smthin to me so I always forget why how when I hate my mum I mean other people have worse parents so it’s not that bad and she’s my mother I can’t js like be cold to her but when she does do something I hate her but then I forget abt it.Before if she ever didi smthin she would apologise but recently she doesn’t like if she beats me or smthin and before it was smthin that didn’t happen much only when I got into trouble and stuff now she’s always pissed of and I js hate it. And day before she said she’s gonna remove me from school ,took my makeup,but ofc she can’t Take me out of school cus it’s illegal but now she’s bothered bc I wear makeup to hide acne.