Rant #28954

Ever since a few years ago, I felt like this world would be better off without me, I started skipping meals everyday, Ignoring my hygeine, I still do both to this day, I wake up tired, I'm always tired, No matter how much sleep I get I'm still fucking tired, Ive had so many relapses of sh in the past, Ive tried to ruin my self with alcohol and cigarettes, At the age of 17, I'm now 18 and I'm still here, Ive felt this way since I was 8 years old