I wish people could care. no matter how I try people just respond with angry and hit me. why can't someone just see???? I wish someone could save me. the only thing that freaking comforts me when i'm sad are the voices in my head. I feel like i'm losing my own mind and people geniunely just don't care. I know that's normal but my own mother hates me. I know she pretends not to, but I can just see it in her eyes every damn time she looks at me. I wish someone just notice. I wish I could have someone who geniunely cared about me and made me feel happy. I feel so alone and lonely and wish someone would try and help me. but I know that person doesn't and will never exist. i'll probably die alone and having done nothing with my life. I wish someone could just love me damn it