This isn't the first time my fam have acted this way to me. They've pulled this shit before. And every near holiday season idk they end up blowing something way out of proportion so they can usually take all their misery out on me. That happened a few Thanksgivings ago and they made me out to be the bad guy to my relative. Well guess what now these 2 aren't speaking they haven't spoken since March. I wish I had a more caring peaceful family. For real I'm over people being shitty to me. When I have these feelings it's easier for my family to say you're crazy you need therapy as apologize for anything. If I actually do need it it's because a lot of what they put me through. Don't gaslight me. Not everybodys family member parent threatens to cut their head off now do they? Literally. That's hardly scratching the surface. Oh but I'm the bad guy who's crazy right?! Drunken son of a bitch. I'm so over angry salty bitter aggressive shitty acting people. Just kill me already I quit.