So, I just learned almost half my fucking friend group is in love with me. I won't list full names but I'll say first initials. Q, K, and a few random kids. That may not seem like a lot but I don't have many friends so that's a LOT in my eyes. My brother used to have a crush on K so I feel bad if he likes me TBH and I had to friendzone Q because I haven't really ever found her attractive. I've just seen her as Q. Then I've been in love with my friend... ykw fuck it I've said his name before. I've been in love with my friend Alex for the past year or two and he's now dating my other friend A. I'm heartbroken. I have been drowning in that man for as long as I can remember. I fucking hate this betrayed feeling. -Astro