everyone says that parents love you more than anybody. but mine, mine are just good at noticing the bad things. Im too overweight and its a shame to wear XL clothing at 14. But they never noticed my ED. The fact that i ate a whole meal sized" snack" at evening, and didnt eat till next night. Never noticed that because of them, my anemia came back after 9 years, and my iron supps dont work. I'm always stuck at 86% in school, but they never noticed that i have ADHD symptoms, that even my counsellor notices when i was 8. Im a shit tennis player with 1 gold from a local competition in 3 years, but they never notice that at one point i used to train so hard to meet their expectations, 5 hours at my academy, and then couldnt move around with throwing up on my rest days. They tell me im a failure and call it an act when im crying, watching others my ag e having startups, reaching my dream UN council, or actually achieving the bare minimum i cant in this lifetime. thanks