I think im gaining a secret animosity towards my bsf. Me and my bsf had been close for 2-3 years already but i always felt like there was something about her that annoyed me for example she can be rude sometimes or have attitude with people. Also she does things that if i were to ever do anything like that she would get mad. Also her mental health isnt good at all so she’s always venting to me about something to the point where i have gotten irritated whenever she starts to say anything about her thoughts and if i ever say anything that i find it annoying or exhausting whenever i have to listen to her rant for a long time it’ll affect her and make her overthink so im forced to keep it all inn which is why i think i feel like this towards her