i'm about to graduate high school in a few months and cannot stop stressing over everything. i have a lot of pressure from family and teachers about what i should go into and how i should do stuff. wanted to go to the military, but i have people constantly telling me i can't do it or i'll be stupid if i do. also wanted to go to college, but then i get told it'll be difficult and too much for me. it's been wearing me down to the point where i just don't want to do anything. i have so many other things i'm constantly worrying about and i can't ever get a break. it's to the point where i'm just considering the easy way out. i don't really think i'll amount to anything and i have nobody to turn to for my problems. i feel so alone and empty nowadays. i feel like im living in a dream or some distant memory. some days are blurry and im just too tired to care anymore