I always wanted someone to love me and now I have a boyfriend but he honestly makes me feel worse. Now I feel like I'd be better off by myself, but I don't want to be alone again. I wanted a boyfriend, I wanted to feel loved but now all I feel is that I'm a burden and a truly horrible person. I only feel cared for when we have sex because only in those moments I feel like he truly loves me. I'm scared that if I leave him no one will ever love me again. I don't feel deserving of love he doesn't make me feel that way anymore, I only feel guilt when I'm with him now.
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