I feel like a fat bitch ..I hate my mf body..I keep relapsing and I'm pretty sure my friends don't really care about me anymore and that my bf might hate me or maby I'm just overthinking it all like the dumb fucking ho I am..I fucking hate myself I overeat and I cant stop doing shit I'm not suppose to I'm getting into arguments with my dad everyday and I hate my fucking self for it cus I never want to so idk why I do...