Perpetual lack of energy and chronic pain. I've gained so much weight. Like way too much weight. I used to be a little overweight and now I've completely lost myself. I can't even starve myself because I can't function and get easily overstimulated and I have to eat to take my morning, day, and night meds otherwise I throw up. I fucking hate being disabled. I can't even go outside, I can barely feed myself every day. I have nothing.