called off work because my period cramps made me throw up and cry all night long, so i didnt sleep either. i hate the feeling of having to choose between my health and a paycheck. i dont even have health insurance to go find out whats wrong with me. and i have family who works there so i feel like im letting them down as well. i cant even hold a job down without calling off a month in. nothing feels real anymore. i cant believe i let my life get this bad, but here i am. ive had the worst luck when it comes to jobs and i was hoping this one would be better but it isnt. i dunno i just feel so lost and alone. id rather quit than destroy my body any further. everything is terrible right now and i wish i had the courage to change it.
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