my biggest insecurity is how stupid I am, it doesn’t feel like a little joke and it doesn’t feel like my friends truly understand just how dumb I am. Or maybe they do. But I hate that I’m always so unsure of everything, I’m really dumb and it feels like every time I try to learn I get too distracted or forget everything. I wish my brain could work right and be able to be smart like everyone else around me. I’m so tired of feeling less than everyone else for how much of an idiot I am