I just want it to end. a few months ago, my parents found out that I was telling my friends I was gay*. they took away discord, my xbox, and blocked all communication with the only friend I could vent to. after that, they said I could get discord again in a month. that was in may. my mom also installed an app called bark on my device, which monitors everything I do (other than private browsing.) I havent been allowed to watch youtube for a long time. I can only use youtube kids, which really sucks. however, with the power of private browsing, I can watch whatever the hell I want. and yes, Ive tried watching corn. I got tired of it after a few videos. today I saw a kid at school telling her friends talking about her transgenderness. I wish I could tell my parents that Im non-binary (or maybe genderfluid), but theyre just transphobic Christian BIGOTS. *I was just saying that as a sort of placeholder for when I figured my identity out, still not sure. Ill write more soon. -C.W