anyone else really wanna cry? how today went: -my dad arguing w me and my grandma -me wanting to kms and relapse -me gonna smoke and drink again tonight (atp its an addiction..) -me relapsing in masturbating (I'm hypersexual..) -me getting scared that the devil might get me even thou I'm "christian" but IV been thinking about being pagan... -me accidentally hurting/worrying/not being there for my friends -me overthinking and hating myself -me telling my dad "I don't think of you as a parent" -me being a bratty,stupid,rebellious,insecure fucking stupid no good insignificant daughter to my dad.. -signed sTaR
the world2 felt this