i genuinely cannot stop picking at my skin. there are so many scabs all over my face and some of them are so noticeable but i cant cover them with makeup because a) it comes off throughout the day and b) it still shows through and its so annoying it looks horrible and it hurts it actually hurts so bad to move my face or even touch it like sometimes ill move my hair out of my face and accidentally like touch my skin lightly in the process and it hurts SO bad like its so painful and it looks hideous and i hate it and my siblings make fun of me for it and my parents are always yelling at me for doing it and idek why i do it but its been years and ive been trying to stop for years but i cant and i hate it SO much like i just wish it would all go away like the longest ive gone without doing it is 2 weeks in the past 5 YEARS it just hurts so bad like i want it to stop so bad