Don’t blame no one for your depression. It was your decision to put yourself there you get yourself out. A little everyday makes a difference. 2-3 minutes to Brush your teeth. Quick face wash. 5 min shower. 5 mins meditation. Little steps. There’s things in life where you don’t want to do but just gonna have to do. You still got to wipe your ass after you take a shit. You still got to eat when you hungry. You still gotta drink when you thirsty. You think the world will stop for you? I got news for you, it ain’t. 8 billion people on this planet and you think it revolves around you. No one cares if you alive or you’re dead they’re too busy living. Those who do care will tell you to wake the fuck up and look at yourself in the mirror. Ask yourself is this the life you want? Depressed all day? No sunshine no fresh air, cold dark quiet room all day. No education no money no hobbies no nothing. What a way to live. Wasting away for how every many years to come, lucky if you get 60yrs at most