I feel like my issues are small. I didn't have a bad home life. I didn't have a rough upbringing. I was just the kid who was there. I was no one's best friend. I feel like I'm simply here. I'm the guy who everyone says is the nice guy, whose positive and has a smile on his face but inside I'm pissed. I feel like I have no real friends, I don't have out anyone and while I'm married, I wish I had a god friend (not romantic or sexual) just someone who shares my interest and who I could talk with. I feel like I'm stuck in this loop of working, gaming and working out. And my problems aren't big but they gnaw at me. Everyday I feel like that gnawing grows and I'm just fucking stuck