People keep blaming me for things that are out of my control. I'm disabled, I'm diagnosed with nmosd and I have to go to the hospital a lot and I'm busy, I have a former friend that said they are fine with me being busy and then they talk behind my back like that. I let them know I feel very hurt and then they blame me, they think it's my fault, I feel so hurt because they are my closest friend. I feel like I want to die. And then I vent about this to my other friend only for them to tell me to calm down and move on but all I want is just a listener. I'm on the verge of crying I just want people to stop blaming me for my illness, what am I supposed to do? I'm tired
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