i feel so fucking autistic in my class, and they dont even help me, i try to share my feelings, ask questions, but theyre all fucking useless, they just talk about their own things like they fucking think they are mr president, i feel like im a target, a victim placed in a world where everybody i know is only here to make me feel bad, fuck you all, i want to commit suicide but i just cant, thinking that my parents will just get more mad at me than whatever caused it.