If you're seeing this, I hope you feel better soon and continue to live to see a life that you want to have. Remember that its okay to cry and that you can express yourself the way you want to, atleast you'll be able to in the future if you're living with strict parents or something. You dont have to go with the classic "this is for boys, this is for girls" that were taught, and that somebody out there accepts you as you, even if you dont know them yet. We're in this together twin, love you. -K.T