I am feeling super depressed from S.A.D., taking my hrt late and messing up my hormones, as well as financial and work stress to the point I just need to release my thoughts somewhere since its all just ahh. I am stable (like no thoughts of ending life/etc) and have therapy on wed but i just ugh I want to stop feeling so stressed and sad and just have fun. I also feel like i just will never figure out what i am meant to do or what to do next and i just feel kind of stuck or lost. Like I am walking aimlessly, Audhd is a beast.