honestly i dont know whats wrong with me, ive tried to kill myself a few times but i didnt manage it, cuz i feel like i dont matter to anyone or maybe its my stupid attitude, my friends treat me ok sometimes and sometimes they hurt me without noticing, a friend was talking bad about me behind my back with all my friends, and they shut me out from everyone, but then when i had an accident thats when she finally talked to me and asked if i was ok, i told her yes and then we became friends again but i was getting secrets out of her, kinda disturbing or gross ones, but then i changed schools (im in 2nd year of secondary rn) and i thought this year would go better for me but no, i couldnt make many friends and on top of that i dont think they even know my name, well i dont know what else to say, but i think i got to vent a little. =)