Today I found out my partner had relapsed into self harm. I have lots of experience with mental health and addictions and self harm so I get that it’s not really a choice, but I have been worried about them in general lately. They stopped taking their antidepressants a while ago because they said they weren’t working but from an outside perspective they seemed to be working well. They have been either crying or angry most of the time, very pessimistic, isolating from socializing, and their libido is low. I love them so much and I just want them to be okay <3 They asked me to stop talking about their mental health with them because I have been pushy (I’m anxious all the damn time) so I’m not really sure what to do now. I’m trying to be as supportive and caring as possible while they work on getting new medication (appointment has been made) and maybe finding a therapist, but it’s expensive. I guess the self harm made me realize I have no way to help even if I tried.