TW Abuse I never said this out aloud before never let myself think about it but I hate everyday when I am reminded of it. A loud bang makes me flinch, yelling makes me cower but what’s worse is that I tried seeking help told people what was happening at home what my dad was doing yet, nothing happened. I am so glad that I am now stronger and am able to stand up for myself but still hate that these memories haunt me and my biggest fear is that one day I might turn out like him, might abuse my own child and i don’t know what to do.
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