never judging because i know what it feels: - to not be able to cry - to lose everything - to never be satisfied - to feel guilty because u dont have an actually bad life - to cry in the school bathrooms multiple times a day - to feel like vomiting - to want to commit - to sh - to hold everything in - to want to tell someone everything but have no one - to be afraid to tell someone - to have no friends - to have the few friends u like not like u - to want to be always second never first cus ur not second or third or anything before 20th if u were lucky - to want to be smaller - to starve urself - to want love - to want to be needed - to attempt over and over - to force urself to vomit - to feel trapped - to stay awake at night - to always be tired - to want ppl to notice - to shut down when ppl ask whats wrong - to want friends - to want to die so i will never judge u and i will never hate because idk what goes through ur head everyday. because ik what it feels like to be judged-f.g