i js wanna cry, i wann cry for hours on end i wanna bawl my eyes out i cant im so fucking numb but it also hurts so fucking bad rn but i think im being dramatic oh fuck i js wanna be better i wanna cry i wanna be happy idk what i want anymore i wanna be better but better will never be enough i wanna be smarter but smarter will never be smart enough i wanna die but no go through the process of dying i wanna live but only if i know that life will get better instantly but ik it wont so i dont-f.g
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