i want to talk about sex. because i like it and i think about it all the time, yet i’ve never had it with another person. i feel like the longer i go without having a “first time”, the more intimidating it becomes. the more of a big deal. if i could just do it once, it would be easier to do it again. but i don’t know when or who. and that’s the hard part. no one wants to. i feel like, at my age, the only type of person who wants to have sex with a first-timer is another first-timer. i know i’m young. that’s not the point. i love sex and i’ve never had it. it’s weird and it makes me feel awfully lonely sometimes.