i cant fucking stand my sister sometimes. like shes so insecure about herself and she HAS to try and make me insecure too. shes 10 years older then me but her self image of herself is terrible!! like shes so scared of how shes perceived in public and i feel like she tries to like publicly humiliate me in some way to make herself feel better abt herself. my mom constantly fat shames me and she doesnt say anything about it because ig it makes her better about herself. i remember EVERY FUCKING TIME we go out together she'd say "...you're wearing that?" LIKE BITCH WERE GOING TO A FUCKING WALMART !! she acts EMBARRASED when other people say we look alike!! and she also HAS to play devils advocate every time im in a situation with a friend!! she also gaslights me + manipulates me on things she does that i have a problem with WHICH BY THE WAY IS ALWAYS MY FUCKING FAULT FOR SOME REASON!! shes also in denial that she def needs therapy and blames everything onto me or my mom